{"id":432,"date":"2015-04-16T14:24:53","date_gmt":"2015-04-16T11:24:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/?p=432"},"modified":"2023-06-06T13:26:48","modified_gmt":"2023-06-06T10:26:48","slug":"ask-ask-ask","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/?p=432","title":{"rendered":"A\u015fk&#8230; A\u015fk\u2026 A\u015fk."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/sunset-691995__340.jpg\"><br \/>\n<\/a>A\u015fk istiyor herkes\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u2026 A\u015fk\u2026 A\u015fk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 duyuluyor heryerde\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>Merak\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6zlem\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131k hissi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bitmeyen sorgulamalar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar.. Terk edi\u015fler\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Terk edemeyi\u015fler\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Tutmalar\u2026 B\u0131rakmalar\u2026 B\u0131rakamamalar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131n bir ba\u015fka insanla ya\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131na dair sanal alg\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131 bir insanda bulma \u00e7abas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131 O\u2019na y\u00fckleme, O\u2019ndan beslenme\u2026<\/p>\n<p>O\u2019nu \u00f6zleme sonra\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yalanlar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>En \u00e7ok insan\u0131n kendine inand\u0131rmaya \u00e7abalad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekten?? Neden bahsediyoruz konu a\u015fk olunca?<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk bir insana ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131k m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Kendimize g\u00f6stermedi\u011fimiz sevgiyi ve \u00f6zeni ondan g\u00f6rme \u00e7abam\u0131z m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Birisi beni oldu\u011fum gibi g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, sevsin ve sahiplensin ihtiyac\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcvence mi??<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi, sevmi\u015fti, hep sevsin iste\u011fi mi??<\/p>\n<p>Bunu sabit k\u0131labilmek i\u00e7in kendimizi geli\u015fimden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmak m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>Bu sebeple kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki insan\u0131n da hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmemesini istemek mi??<\/p>\n<p>Zaman\u0131n bir yerine kendimizi hapis ederken, sevdi\u011fimizi iddia etti\u011fimiz insanla h\u00fccremizi payla\u015fma arzusu mu??<\/p>\n<p>Zaman\u0131n bir yerinde, ama asla anda de\u011fil, tak\u0131l\u0131p kalmak m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>Kendimizi sevdirmek i\u00e7in olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir insan\u0131 oynamay\u0131 g\u00f6ze almak m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>Oldu\u011fumuz insan olmaya giden yolculu\u011fumuzda, olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z insan\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fctmek mi??<\/p>\n<p>\u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 doyurulmaya \u00e7abas\u0131 m\u0131 a\u015fk denen?<\/p>\n<p>Ki\u015finin deliklerini bulup ba\u015fka bir insandan ve ba\u015fka bir insanla bunu doldurma \u00e7abas\u0131 m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>Eksik miyiz ger\u00e7ekten ?<\/p>\n<p>\u0130htiya\u00e7 oldu\u011fu s\u00fcrece istenen, asla doyurulamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilirken, ki\u015finin yaras\u0131yla olu\u015fturdu\u011fu ihtiya\u00e7 alg\u0131s\u0131nda O\u2019nu ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 k\u0131larken kendimize &#8221;ilac\u0131n bende&#8221; diye, asl\u0131nda O\u2019ndan ald\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, doyurdu\u011fumuz ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131zda O\u2019nu d\u00fczenli besin kayna\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olarak yan\u0131m\u0131zda tutma arzusu mu ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131k geli\u015ftirirken ve geli\u015ftirtirken\u2026?? Kendisini \u00e7o\u011faltmak yerine eksiltmesini istemek mi her g\u00fcn korkular\u0131m\u0131zla..?? Kendimizi \u00e7o\u011faltmak yerine ruhta, eksiltme eylemi mi sadece yan\u0131m\u0131zda kals\u0131n arzusuyla??<\/p>\n<p>Her ili\u015fki kendimizle ili\u015fkimizin yans\u0131mas\u0131 de\u011fil mi??<\/p>\n<p>Her ili\u015fkide yumruk yedi\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerimiz yumruk yeme\u011fe izin veren sevgisizlik hissimiz de\u011fil mi kendimize\u2026? Kendimize inand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yalanlar\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissi, ba\u015fka bir insan \u00fczerinden yaratmak ve hissetmek de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekten mi??<\/p>\n<p>En y\u00fcce, en y\u00fcksek, en yukarda, en ucucu duygu bu kadar s\u0131\u011f bir ger\u00e7eklikte mi??<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131n yolu ve yolculu\u011fu sadece kendimizde de\u011fil mi??<\/p>\n<p>Kendini a\u015fkla bezeyip, b\u00fcy\u00fctmezse ki\u015fi, hangi kaynak akabilir ki \u00f6zg\u00fcrce ondan i\u00e7eri??<\/p>\n<p>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026..<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fksa bahsetti\u011fimiz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131klar, y\u00f6netme arzusu, de\u011fi\u015ftirme arzusu, yola getirme iste\u011fi, kaybetme korkusu ve &#8221;elalem ne der&#8221;le t\u00fcm toplumun bize direttiklerini bir kenara koyabilirsek anda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hohhhh\u2026. Bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bile koymaya izin verirsek durdu\u011fumuz yerde??<\/p>\n<p>Kendine sahip ki\u015finin i\u015fidir a\u015fk\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kendini seven\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kendini be\u011fenen\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kendine \u00f6zenen\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ine d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda en mini\u011fine giden yolda bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 seven ki\u015fi, aynaya d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda anda yans\u0131mas\u0131na bay\u0131lan, kendine bebe\u011fi gibi bakan ve en b\u00fcy\u00fck sevgiyi \u015fevkatle kendine sunan ki\u015fi a\u015fkla bulu\u015fur kalbinde\u2026<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u00fccreleri \u0131\u015f\u0131ldar ki\u015finin a\u015fkta\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131ktan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131r ki\u015fi a\u015fk\u0131\u2026 Ki\u015filerden ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yatarken yan\u0131nda, aynada kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, otururken t\u00fcm merkezi besleyen ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda onunlad\u0131r a\u015fk\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fkla bakar etraf\u0131ndaki her \u015feye.. Ona hizmet eden t\u00fcm maddeye\u2026 Ona dokunan her bireye.. Ona sar\u0131lan, onu saran her ana, her canl\u0131ya, her deneyime\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ayr\u0131l\u0131k alg\u0131s\u0131 olmayan a\u015fktan, a\u015fkla beslenmeyi se\u00e7en ki\u015fi ak\u0131\u015fta, \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcr t\u00fcm kararlar\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131 doyurulsun diye, korkuyla tutunmaz hi\u00e7 bir bireye ya da e\u015fyaya k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>De\u011ferli oldu\u011funu bilir a\u015fkta olan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nemli oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fsiz oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yeri doldurulamaz oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Biricik oldu\u011funu..<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi dolu ve sevilmeye lay\u0131k oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fczel oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funu, narin oldu\u011funu, bilge oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Her par\u00e7ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc olu\u015furdu\u011funu.. Ve olu\u015fmu\u015f olan b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn kendi muhte\u015femli\u011finde onunla d\u00fcnyaya indi\u011fini \u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve en bildi\u011fi zaman, en hissetti\u011fi, her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi y\u00fcre\u011finin t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131yla benzer titre\u015feni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ini dolduran\u0131, zihnini sakinle\u015ftirdi\u011fini, bedeninin g\u00fczelliklerini, ruhunun- zihninin- bedeninin derinliklerini payla\u015f\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Payla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kendi b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc tertemiz bir ayna gibi yans\u0131mas\u0131nda evrenin b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcyle , aynaya bakan iki ruhun sonsuzlu\u011fu g\u00f6rmesiyle ula\u015f\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Derinin alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015flar\u0131, ruhun derinine i\u015flemi\u015flerini, zihnin k\u00f6\u015felerinde s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015f olanlar\u0131 bir insana sundu\u011fu g\u00fcveni ve \u00f6zeniyle temizleme se\u00e7imidir a\u015fkta ili\u015fki\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&#8221;Beni a\u015fktan ayr\u0131 tutan varsa, senin a\u015fk\u0131ndaki yans\u0131mamda haz\u0131r\u0131m onlardan vazge\u00e7meye&#8221; deme deklerasyonudur iki eli, iki kalbi, iki ruhu bir araya getiren ili\u015fki\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir ihtiyac\u0131 doldurma, beslenme, t\u00fcketme, ac\u0131ma ve ac\u0131tma i\u00e7in de\u011fil , ki\u015finin kendine olan sevgisiyle, hayata ve insanlara ve kendine g\u00fcveniyle, bedenlendi\u011fi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 evrenin ona sunduklar\u0131n\u0131 ak\u0131tmak i\u00e7in, ya\u015famak i\u00e7in, ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ki\u015fidir Sevgili denen de\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk bir duygudur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fkta ili\u015fki bir eylem\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fka d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclmez bu sebeple\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fka a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r ki\u015fi kendi doygunlu\u011funda, t\u00fcm bilincinin ona sundu\u011fu erdeminin ya\u015fatmaya izin verdi\u011fi korkusuyla..\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130li\u015fki ne kadar i\u015fte\u015fse, A\u015fk o kadar iki ka\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ki\u015finin a\u00e7an, sadece kendi i\u00e7inde ya\u015fanan, bamba\u015fka bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 insana kazand\u0131ran,tekildir.\u2026Birinci tekil \u015fah\u0131\u015fta hem de, payla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a birinci \u00e7o\u011fula ula\u015fan.. Birincil olan..<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk istiyor herkes\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130li\u015fki istiyor avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fcmeyi, \u00f6zg\u00fcrce akmay\u0131, ger\u00e7e\u011fini d\u00fcnyaya ta\u015f\u0131may\u0131 arzuluyor her ruh\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fks\u0131z bunun m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bilincinde olan en bilge taraflar\u0131yla\u2026\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ne g\u00fczel\u2026-)<\/p>\n<p>Yolumuz hep a\u015fkta, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz hep g\u00fclende, ruhumuz hep y\u00fcksekte olsun yolculu\u011fumuzda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sabr\u0131m\u0131z bol.. G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7ok\u2026 Kendimize ve yarat\u0131lana sayg\u0131m\u0131za ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Banu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A\u015fk istiyor herkes\u2026. A\u015fk\u2026 A\u015fk\u2026 A\u015fk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 duyuluyor heryerde\u2026. Merak\u2026 \u00d6zlem\u2026 Ac\u0131\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131k hissi\u2026 Bitmeyen sorgulamalar\u2026 Ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar.. Terk edi\u015fler\u2026 Terk edemeyi\u015fler\u2026 Tutmalar\u2026 B\u0131rakmalar\u2026 B\u0131rakamamalar\u2026 A\u015fk\u0131n bir ba\u015fka insanla ya\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131na dair [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1989,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_EventAllDay":false,"_EventTimezone":"","_EventStartDate":"","_EventEndDate":"","_EventStartDateUTC":"","_EventEndDateUTC":"","_EventShowMap":false,"_EventShowMapLink":false,"_EventURL":"","_EventCost":"","_EventCostDescription":"","_EventCurrencySymbol":"","_EventCurrencyCode":"","_EventCurrencyPosition":"","_EventDateTimeSeparator":"","_EventTimeRangeSeparator":"","_EventOrganizerID":[],"_EventVenueID":[],"_OrganizerEmail":"","_OrganizerPhone":"","_OrganizerWebsite":"","_VenueAddress":"","_VenueCity":"","_VenueCountry":"","_VenueProvince":"","_VenueState":"","_VenueZip":"","_VenuePhone":"","_VenueURL":"","_VenueStateProvince":"","_VenueLat":"","_VenueLng":"","_VenueShowMap":false,"_VenueShowMapLink":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-432","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/432","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=432"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/432\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1990,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/432\/revisions\/1990"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1989"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=432"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=432"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=432"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}