{"id":429,"date":"2015-04-15T15:06:35","date_gmt":"2015-04-15T12:06:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/?p=429"},"modified":"2020-06-16T09:31:46","modified_gmt":"2020-06-16T06:31:46","slug":"sanrilarin-yarattigi-sancidan-doguma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/?p=429","title":{"rendered":"Sanr\u0131lar\u0131n Yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Sanc\u0131dan Do\u011fuma&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/man-690201_960_720.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1659\" src=\"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/man-690201_960_720.jpg\" alt=\"man-690201_960_720\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/man-690201_960_720.jpg 960w, https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/man-690201_960_720-300x168.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/man-690201_960_720-800x450.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 960px) 100vw, 960px\" \/><\/a>Kendini payla\u015fma sanat\u0131 de\u011fil midir t\u00fcm ili\u015fkiler??<\/p>\n<p>Her yeni ili\u015fkide kendimizi biraz daha tan\u0131maz m\u0131y\u0131z?? Kim oldu\u011fumuzla, kim olmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti\u011fimizle, kim olmaya zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla y\u00fczle\u015fmez miyiz??<\/p>\n<p>Her yeni bile\u015fende ba\u015fka bir par\u00e7am\u0131z\u0131 aktive etmez miyiz??<\/p>\n<p>Aktive etti\u011fimiz taraflar\u0131m\u0131zla y\u00fczle\u015fmek yerine bazen parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya uzatmay\u0131 se\u00e7mez miyiz?<\/p>\n<p>Kendimizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde her ili\u015fkide daha da fazla, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, bazen g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimizden korkmaz m\u0131y\u0131z??<\/p>\n<p>Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilemez taraf\u0131m\u0131zla yok olmay\u0131 se\u00e7mez miyiz??<\/p>\n<p>Kendimizi payla\u015fmak ve ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 doyurmak aras\u0131nda iki koca farkta kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131yo mu ili\u015fkinin \u00e7izgileri?? Kafalar?? Duygular?? Davran\u0131\u015flar??<\/p>\n<p>Kendini payla\u015fmay\u0131 se\u00e7en ki\u015fi bildi\u011fi, et\u00fcd etti\u011fi yerlerini payla\u015f\u0131rken ne kadar rahatsa, hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fi sular\u0131na ge\u00e7ti\u011finde ruhunda, t\u00fcm bebekli\u011fi ve safl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, yeni g\u00f6r\u00fcr, yeni bilir, yeni deneyimler haliyle korkmaz m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>En bilmedi\u011fi taraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken bazen hatalar yapmaz m\u0131??<\/p>\n<p>Hata m\u0131d\u0131r t\u00fcm bunlar asl\u0131nda ki\u015finin kendini tan\u0131mas\u0131 yolunda? Sorgulamaz m\u0131??<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>O\u011flumu ilk kuca\u011f\u0131ma verdikleri an akl\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015f 23\u2026 Kimim, neyim.. ne yapar\u0131m ben? Nas\u0131l severim? Nas\u0131l izin veririm sevgiye? Zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk tepkim ne? \u2018\u2019Severim s\u00f6z\u00fc \u2018 ne kadar\u0131yla ilgide ve \u015fevkatte??<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fczerime y\u0131k\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum o g\u00fcnlerde\u2026 Herkesin t\u00fcm iyi niyetiyle \u2018\u2019 nas\u0131l iyi anne olunur\u2019\u2019 re\u00e7etelerini \u00f6n\u00fcme koymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, do\u011fru diye bir d\u00fcnyay\u0131 diretirken davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve tepkilerimizi nas\u0131l y\u00f6nlendirmeye \u00e7abalad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7 bir kitaba uymuyordu elimdeki, y\u00fczbin tanesini okumu\u015ftum..<\/p>\n<p>Kimsenin s\u00f6yledikleriyle sakinle\u015fmiyordu y\u00fcre\u011fi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Konu\u015fmadan ileti\u015fim kurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o g\u00fcnlerden birinde, bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fczsekseninci kez uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dalmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 uykusundan, hi\u00e7 uyumam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ben g\u00fcnlerdir belki, o a\u011flarken, ben h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131rken art\u0131k, s\u00f6ylenen her\u015feyi yapm\u0131\u015f, okudu\u011fum her\u015feyi denemi\u015fken g\u00fcnlerdir, yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f ucunda zaman durdu bir anda\u2026 Bo\u015fluk, hi\u00e7lik, zamans\u0131zl\u0131k, her\u015feysizlik, hi\u00e7lik\u2026 Bedenim bile yok olmu\u015ftu sanki\u2026Ona bakan g\u00f6zlerim ve onun ger\u00e7ekli\u011finden ba\u015fka her\u015fey silinmi\u015fti\u2026 Neden oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fim bir ac\u0131 i\u00e7indeydi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve o s\u0131rada elini aln\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n<p>2 Ayl\u0131kt\u0131 daha\u2026 Bense hi\u00e7 ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f, hi\u00e7 bir\u015fey bilmiyor gibiydim o\u00a0 olanda\u2026 Kesinlikle benden daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc anki ya\u015fan\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Dudaklar\u0131m elini koydu\u011fu yerle birle\u015fti bir an\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bana bakt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve sonra bu s\u00fcre\u00e7 zamans\u0131zl\u0131kta kendince akt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Eli karn\u0131na gitti sonra\u2026 \u00d6pt\u00fcm..<\/p>\n<p>Eli g\u00f6zlerine gitti\u2026 \u00d6pt\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Eli di\u011fer koluna dokundu.. \u00d6pt\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kafas\u0131na \u2026<\/p>\n<p>Eli dola\u015f\u0131yordu t\u00fcm kas\u0131lan v\u00fccudunda\u2026 Ve ben sadece onda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Saatler sonra san\u0131r\u0131m elini havaya kald\u0131rd\u0131.. \u00d6pt\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131 o an yine\u2026 G\u00f6zg\u00f6ze geldi\u011fimizde d\u00fcnya aram\u0131zdan akt\u0131 sanki\u2026 Elini yana\u011f\u0131ma koydu hafif\u00e7e\u2026 Di\u011fer elini uzatt\u0131 sonra sakince.. Kuca\u011f\u0131ma geldi\u011fini,kafas\u0131n\u0131 sakince boynuma koydu\u011funu, sabaha kadar ilk kez deliksiz uyudu\u011funu, uyudu\u011fumuzu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum sonras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>18 sene ge\u00e7ti \u00fczerinden.. 18 sene i\u00e7inde \u00f6yle bilmedi\u011fim alanlarda g\u00f6zg\u00f6ze geldik ki bazen\u2026 O kadar \u00e7ok \u2018\u2019 \u015eu an ne yapaca\u011f\u0131ma dair en ufak bir fikrim yok\u2019\u2019 la y\u00fczle\u015ftimki i\u00e7imde\u2026 Ve o kadar \u00e7ok nefes almay\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131m ki kendime: \u2018\u2019 Bildi\u011fin her\u015feyi unut\u2026Sana ya\u015fat\u0131lan ve s\u00f6ylenen her\u015feyi\u2026 Onu ne kadar sevdi\u011fini hat\u0131rla sadece\u2026 Bu sevgiyle ne yapmak istedi\u011fini\u2026 Kendini \u015fu anda tan\u0131maya, deneyimlemeye, ya\u015famaya izin veriyor musun sevgide.. ?Duy O\u2019nu t\u00fcm konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131n ve yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6tesinde\u2026\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Her h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bazen sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k ,bazen kabal\u0131k diye alg\u0131lad\u0131klar\u0131mda, korkular\u0131yla ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc bazen, bazen yeni olan\u0131n endi\u015fesiyle hissetti\u011fi \u00e7aresizli\u011fin onda yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 garip davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda\u2026 Nefes ald\u0131m\u2026 Sevgime ba\u011fland\u0131m.. Sevgisine ba\u011fland\u0131m\u2026 Ve eridim korkumla yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m duvarlar\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Her zaman m\u0131?? Her zaman becerebildim mi?? Bu hat\u0131ray\u0131 ve deneyimi her zaman canl\u0131 tutup, sevgimle y\u00fczdey\u00fcz hareket edebildim mi??<\/p>\n<p>Evde u\u00e7an telefon hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum bir g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn i\u00e7i dolu bir kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131n duvarda par\u00e7alanmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019Yapt\u0131m, bi daha yapar\u0131m, ama \u015fimdi onu bi \u00a0\u00f6ld\u00fcreyim \u00f6nce\u2019\u2019 kafam\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerindeki h\u00fczn\u00fc o an\u2026 Anlamazl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdaki dikenleri parampar\u00e7a da\u011f\u0131tan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>O an her ne ise beni delirten, hapishanemin duvarlar\u0131yd\u0131 bildim korkuyla sevgiye dair \u00f6r\u00fclen.. Hareket ettirmeyen, ben gibi davranmam\u0131 engelleyen, sesimi \u00e7aresizlikle y\u00fckselten, \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kafam\u0131 delen, t\u00fcm eski ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 tekrar hat\u0131rlatan, ka\u00e7mak istettiren\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Evet\u2026Ka\u00e7mak istedim bazen.. Kaybolmak\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bazen tamamen yok olmak\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Oldu\u011fum kadar\u0131 yetmiyordu ona\u2026 Kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, korundu\u011fum, gizlemem gerekti\u011fine inand\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ya\u015famaya izin vermedi\u011fim, normal olmak ad\u0131na, ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmemek ad\u0131na, d\u0131\u015flanmamak, farkl\u0131 olmamak ad\u0131na kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her yan\u0131m\u0131 istiyordu\u2026 Sevgiyle ruhumun her par\u00e7ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131lmak\u2026Sevgiyi kullanarak sevgisizlikleriyle ve ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131yla can\u0131m\u0131 yakm\u0131\u015f olan her\u015feyi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu.. Bildi\u011fimi zannetti\u011fim her\u015feyi tekrar sorgulat\u0131yordu\u2026. En basit ve ger\u00e7ek haliyle sevgiyi ortaya koyarken kendindeki, beni yanl\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu\u2026Sevilmeye lay\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma dair, garip oldu\u011fum, k\u00f6t\u00fc oldu\u011fum, \u00e7irkin oldu\u011fuma dair t\u00fcm inan\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ve bu inan\u00e7larla \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131kmak istiyordu\u2026 Zorluyordu\u2026Kendini ve beni ve d\u00fcnyay\u0131 onun g\u00f6zlerinden g\u00f6rebilmem, g\u00f6remesem bile anlayabilmem,anlayamasam bile sevgiyle kabul etmem i\u00e7in diretiyordu\u2026 Yarg\u0131s\u0131zca sevgiye teslim olman\u0131n, sevgiden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, sevgiden olan her\u015feyin ger\u00e7e\u011finde muhte\u015femden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 durmadan ve b\u0131kmadan s\u00fcrekli hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Teslim oldum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sunulan\u0131 kabul etmeyi se\u00e7erken ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir paketi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmeden, hayat\u0131ma gelmesini onurland\u0131rd\u0131m yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Onu b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrken bedende ruhunu zedelemeden, zedelenmi\u015f ve ya\u015fam hakk\u0131 vermedi\u011fim ruhumun par\u00e7ac\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 geri toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemeden yol ald\u0131m ba\u015flarda&#8230;.\u015eimdi bilirken ama her g\u00f6sterdi\u011finde ayn\u0131 toylukta , nereye varaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilmeden an\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 se\u00e7iyorum izin verdi\u011fi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde ge\u00e7mi\u015f san\u0131lan ama ge\u00e7memi\u015f hayaletlerin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yine bazen\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Her ili\u015fki kendini payla\u015fma sanat\u0131 de\u011fil mi??<\/p>\n<p>Kendini tan\u0131ma, kendini ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirme, kendini g\u00f6rme, fark etme, yeniden yap\u0131land\u0131rma??<\/p>\n<p>Biraz \u00f6nce i\u00e7eri girdi bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan surat\u0131nda koca bir tebess\u00fcmle\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019 Ho\u015fgeldin\u2019\u2019 dedim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019Gidece\u011fim\u2019\u2019 dedi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019 Nereye \u2018\u2019 dedim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019Senin yan\u0131nda kim oldu\u011fumu biliyorum.. Okulda, arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yanl\u0131z kalmam laz\u0131m biraz\u2026 Yanl\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131ma d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dola\u015fmak, kaybolmak, sonra bulmak, de\u011fi\u015fik insanlar tan\u0131mak, beni daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015f insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fmak, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden kendime bakmak, kendimi biraz daha g\u00f6rmek, bilmek, deneyimlemek,sorgulamak,ya\u015famak, tan\u0131mak istiyorum\u2026\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Bir yan\u0131m hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n yan\u0131mdan istiyor..Hep g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde olsun, hep ona bir \u015fey olursa sesi gelmeden daha g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcp yan\u0131na ko\u015fabileyim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir yan\u0131m benim ya da ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fil, kendisinin kendine sahip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlar\u0131 besliyor ve b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bana ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 de\u011fil, sevgide ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla kendini benimle payla\u015fmay\u0131 se\u00e7mesini sonra\u2026. Zenginli\u011finin fark\u0131na varmas\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015famaya izin vermesini, kendini \u00f6zg\u00fcrce d\u00fcnyaya indirmesini, ak\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 kendi lezzeti ve renginde\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u015eu an, kendimle yanl\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, t\u00fcm ili\u015fkilerimde ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 diliyorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nce kendimle\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 oldu\u011fum taraflar\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evirmeyi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Korkuyla tuttu\u011fum her\u015feyi sevgiyle d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmeyi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Kabul etmedi\u011fim her yerimi yarg\u0131s\u0131zca sarmay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Al\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum ge\u00e7mi\u015fin yerine heyecanla an\u0131m\u0131 doldurmay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Her an oldu\u011fum ki\u015fiyi en iyiyle ve en \u00e7ok sevgiyle beslemeyi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmedi\u011fim dakikalarda kendimle g\u00f6zg\u00f6ze gelmeyi\u2026 Ac\u0131yla kas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f heryerimi sevgiyle \u00f6pmeyi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Nedensiz ve ni\u00e7insiz, anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan, sormadan ve sorgulamadan anda en koca halim sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bildiklerinin aras\u0131nda bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmlerinde \u00e7aresizlik hissi yerine, en bebek halimin teslimiyetinin safl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda erimeyi\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>Nefes al\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Olana kabul, yarat\u0131ma sayg\u0131yla,<\/p>\n<p>Banu<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kendini payla\u015fma sanat\u0131 de\u011fil midir t\u00fcm ili\u015fkiler?? Her yeni ili\u015fkide kendimizi biraz daha tan\u0131maz m\u0131y\u0131z?? Kim oldu\u011fumuzla, kim olmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti\u011fimizle, kim olmaya zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla y\u00fczle\u015fmez miyiz?? Her yeni bile\u015fende ba\u015fka bir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_EventAllDay":false,"_EventTimezone":"","_EventStartDate":"","_EventEndDate":"","_EventStartDateUTC":"","_EventEndDateUTC":"","_EventShowMap":false,"_EventShowMapLink":false,"_EventURL":"","_EventCost":"","_EventCostDescription":"","_EventCurrencySymbol":"","_EventCurrencyCode":"","_EventCurrencyPosition":"","_EventDateTimeSeparator":"","_EventTimeRangeSeparator":"","_EventOrganizerID":[],"_EventVenueID":[],"_OrganizerEmail":"","_OrganizerPhone":"","_OrganizerWebsite":"","_VenueAddress":"","_VenueCity":"","_VenueCountry":"","_VenueProvince":"","_VenueState":"","_VenueZip":"","_VenuePhone":"","_VenueURL":"","_VenueStateProvince":"","_VenueLat":"","_VenueLng":"","_VenueShowMap":false,"_VenueShowMapLink":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-429","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/429","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=429"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/429\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1660,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/429\/revisions\/1660"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=429"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=429"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.banukalayci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=429"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}