Gecenin sessizli\u011fi an\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi oldu\u011funda, an\u0131n dinginli\u011fi hayat\u0131n asl\u0131 oldu\u011funda, kendi zannetti\u011finin \u00f6tesinde as\u0131l olan var oldu\u011funda, var olmas\u0131na imkan sunuldu\u011funda, hayat t\u00fcm anlam\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcm var olu\u015f sebeplerini, t\u00fcm as\u0131l olan\u0131n zerafeti ve huzurunda sunuyor.. Sunmaktan keyif, olmaktan zevk alarak\u2026 Olu\u015f sebebini her an ak\u0131tabilmenin mutlulu\u011funda, \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayarak\u2026<\/p>\n
As\u0131l olan..\u00d6z..<\/p>\n
Gelirken d\u00fcnyaya getirdi\u011fimiz\u2026<\/p>\n
Sadece bizim olan, bizde olan, bizden var olmak ve akmak, akarken deneyimlemek ve deneyimletmek i\u00e7in bu bedende, sadece bizim olan o e\u015fsiz ortalamada, d\u00fcnyada asla ba\u015fka bir insana sunulmam\u0131\u015f o tek ve muazzam bedende ya\u015famak ve ya\u015fatmak istiyor varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Parmak izinin essizli\u011fi gibi m\u00fcrekkebe buland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ve ka\u011f\u0131da bas\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr olan, bu hayata bulanmak ve hayat izini o koca resmin i\u00e7ine basmak istiyor.. O olmazsa, bedeninden ayr\u0131lmadan kendini sermezse var olu\u015fuyla t\u00fcm ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n , o resmin asla tamamlanmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilen taraf\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n
<\/span><\/p>\n \u00d6z\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n G\u00f6z\u00fcn en derinlerinde sakl\u0131 bazen \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131lan bir d\u00fcnya inan\u00e7, o inanca kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f deneyim, o deneyimin getirdi\u011fi ac\u0131lar, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar , k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131klarla\u2026<\/p>\n Ama orda\u2026<\/p>\n Bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her canl\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz her nefesle ortada sal\u0131nan\u2026<\/p>\n I\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6zde kendini daha \u00e7ok ortaya koydu\u011funu, asl\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir yapan\u2026<\/p>\n \u00d6z bilir ger\u00e7eklik \u00e7izgisini\u2026<\/p>\n G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcd\u00fcr se\u00e7imlerinde\u2026<\/p>\n T\u00fcm manipilasyonlar\u0131n \u00f6tesinde ya\u015far an\u0131n keyiflerini ger\u00e7e\u011finde y\u00fcr\u00fcyor olmas\u0131n\u0131n ona verdi\u011fi sa\u011flam zemininde\u2026<\/p>\n D\u00fcnya \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kmek ister bazen , bazen insanlar, bazen sevdikleri, bazen en temelinde kendi zannetti\u011fi ve t\u00fcm \u00f6\u011fretilmi\u015flikleri\u2026. Ama o kadar yo\u011fundur ki \u00f6z\u00fcnde ya\u015faman\u0131n getirdikleri: y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc zemin bo\u015fluk de\u011fildir onun, ip \u00fcst\u00fcnde y\u00fcr\u00fcr hissiyle sallanarak ilerlemez asl\u0131nda \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7mi\u015f olan gelece\u011fine, koca bir otobanda s\u00fcrer gibi kendini h\u0131zl\u0131ca ilerler g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7ekti\u011fine\u2026<\/p>\n O h\u0131zland\u0131k\u00e7a daha da yok olur sanki etraf\u0131ndaki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler, daha da anlams\u0131z olur sanki d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki sesler\u2026 O, kendi m\u00fczi\u011finde \u2026<\/p>\n \u00d6z \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendine\u2026<\/p>\n Her \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc bilir\u2026<\/p>\n Her se\u00e7imin ve ya\u015fant\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki g\u00f6z\u00fcn tercihi oldu\u011funu, haz\u0131r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7 bir deneyimi k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131rmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, insanl\u0131\u011fa dair her duyguyu deneyimlemek i\u00e7in girdi\u011fi kuyudan, istedi\u011fi anda \u00e7\u0131kabilece\u011fini, bu iste\u011fin kafadan de\u011fil, bedenden de\u011fil, zihinden de\u011fil, \u00f6zden geldi\u011finde ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu, her g\u00f6z\u00fcn dalarken kendi deneyim kuyusuna kendi iplerini s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, dostlar\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fcvenlik iplerini d\u00fczg\u00fcnce ba\u011flamadan oraya asla dalmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir\u2026<\/p>\n Sayg\u0131s\u0131ndan, sevgisinden, \u00f6zeninden ve b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden \u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmeden o deneyimde.. Dokunmaz ruhunun karde\u015flerine\u2026<\/p>\n Ac\u0131man\u0131n en olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde ya\u015far \u00f6z\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131n ve ya\u015famaya adanm\u0131\u015f t\u00fcm ruhlar\u0131n se\u00e7imlerinin cesaretindeki \u00e7e\u015fitlilik, b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck, e\u015fsizlik ve g\u00fczelliklerin b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcyle\u2026<\/p>\n Korkuyu \u00e7ok ciddiye almaz \u00f6z\u2026 Bedenin bir oyunu oldu\u011funu bilir kendini ya\u015famaya izin verirli\u011finde.. O bedenin onu hapsetmek ve kapatmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, onu ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in onda oldu\u011funu bilir.. Onun hapishanesi de\u011fil, d\u00fcnya kost\u00fcm\u00fc oldu\u011funu bilir.. E\u011flenir onunla, keyfini \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131r, temiz tutar onu, parlat\u0131r.. Pencereleri ne kadar temizse, o kadar iyi g\u00f6rece\u011fini, h\u00fccreleri ne kadar temizse o kadar iyi hissedece\u011fini, kanallar\u0131n\u0131 ne kadar temizse o kadar beslenece\u011fini ve \u00fcr\u00fcn verece\u011fini bilir\u2026\u0130yi bakar kost\u00fcm\u00fcne..\u00d6zenir\u2026 Ama oyunlar\u0131na gelmez onun, yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 korkuyu yeniye dair duydu\u011fu ciddiye almaz.. Her korkusunda kafas\u0131n\u0131 oksar onun \u00f6nce, sonra derin bir nefes ald\u0131r\u0131r ve ona olan\u0131 ya\u015fat\u0131r\u2026 Bu muhte\u015fem kost\u00fcm\u00fc her seferinde onurland\u0131rarak, onun kendisinin hizmetinde var oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlat\u0131r. Ya\u015far \u00f6z.. Korkusuzca\u2026 Korkan\u0131n bedeni oldu\u011funu bilip, ona b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sayg\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n Su\u00e7luluk duygusunu bilmez \u00f6z\u2026<\/p>\n Her ruhun ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131na hizmet etti\u011fini bilir her an\u0131n ve kendini ortaya koyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n Her ruhun se\u00e7imlerinin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc bilir, her ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir deneyimin par\u00e7as\u0131 oldu\u011funu ve kendinden ba\u015fka g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez iplerle ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu t\u00fcm ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin ihtiyac\u0131nda hareket etti\u011finin fark\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n \u0130yi hissettiren t\u00fcm deneyimleri \u00e7o\u011faltmaya, k\u00f6t\u00fc hissettiren t\u00fcm deneyimleri iyi hissettirene kadar \u00f6\u011frenmeye, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmeye, de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye haz\u0131r nefesindedir\u2026<\/p>\n \u0130yinin ve k\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn bitti\u011fi yerde, b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcndedir\u2026<\/p>\n Mucizelere inanmak, mucizeleri aramak onun i\u015fi de\u011fildir\u2026<\/p>\n En b\u00fcy\u00fck mucizenin bu bedenin i\u00e7inde, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n oksijeninde, t\u00fcm bu hislerle y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilmek, ya\u015fayabilmek, g\u00f6rebilmek, dokunabilmek, g\u00f6r\u00fcnebilmek, g\u00f6rebilmek oldu\u011funu \u015f\u00fckranla kabuldedir\u2026<\/p>\n Sevginin \u00f6tesinde, gerisinde, d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7 bir sey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir \u00f6z\u2026<\/p>\n \u0130yinin ve k\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn bitti\u011fi yerde\u2026 T\u00fcm yarg\u0131lar\u0131n t\u00fckendi\u011fi ve ger\u00e7ekli\u011fini kaybetti\u011fi, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc davran\u0131\u015fa , davran\u0131\u015fla, sevgisini hayata getirir\u2026<\/p>\n Ger\u00e7e\u011fini sevgisiz t\u00fcm yak\u0131nla\u015fmalardan uzak tutar \u00f6z\u2026<\/p>\n \u2018\u2019Dur\u2019\u2019 demeyi t\u00fcm bu ba\u011flamlarda \u00e7ok iyi bilir\u2026<\/p>\n Hamama giren terler gibi\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fc g\u00f6rmek ve ya\u015famak i\u00e7in soyunmak gerekti\u011fini t\u00fcm sahte ger\u00e7ekliklerden, \u00f6yle ya da b\u00f6yle\u2026 \u00d6\u011frenir ve \u00f6\u011fretir\u2026<\/p>\n Zaman zaman kussa bile biri\u2026 En \u00e7\u0131plak halinde bile derisinin i\u00e7ine i\u015flemi\u015f olan\u0131n temizlenmesinden keyif al\u0131r \u00f6z\u2026 En temiz sular\u0131nda iki sevdi\u011fin, bitmez kayna\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda olman\u0131n huzunda, \u015fevkatle ve sayg\u0131yla temizler, temizlenir\u2026 Buna \u015fahitli\u011fin ,bu \u015fahitlik i\u00e7in ona sunulan g\u00fcvenin, bir a\u015fk\u0131n daha bedenlenmi\u015f b\u00fcnyesinde kendisini hat\u0131rlamas\u0131n\u0131n keyfinde, \u00f6zlemle ger\u00e7ek sar\u0131lmalar\u0131n dinginli\u011findedir\u2026<\/p>\n Sadece ger\u00e7ek olan kalacak\u2026<\/p>\n Ve ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n kalitesini hep \u00f6ze adanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar ger\u00e7ek yapacak\u2026<\/p>\n Yolumuz a\u015fk, ger\u00e7e\u011fimiz ya\u015fan\u0131r olsun hep\u2026 \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Gecenin sessizli\u011fi an\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi oldu\u011funda, an\u0131n dinginli\u011fi hayat\u0131n asl\u0131 oldu\u011funda, kendi zannetti\u011finin \u00f6tesinde as\u0131l olan var oldu\u011funda, var olmas\u0131na imkan sunuldu\u011funda, hayat t\u00fcm anlam\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcm var olu\u015f sebeplerini, t\u00fcm as\u0131l 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